since it's been a million years....

i've had a slight change of heart/mind/theology/way i think about God.

first of all, this summer has been awesome and horrible and hard and easy and everything in between all of those.

and it's totally changed (again) the way i approach God and life and faith and Jesus. it's all so beautiful. and deserves to be approached with the utmost reverence. God is not just a friend who you call on for signs and wonders. He's also the God of the universe. and we've got to approach Him like that too. on our faces in front of Him.

i got so sick of this miracle culture we've built ourselves into. we don't need to see people get healed to see God at work. look outside. look at how the ocean comes up around the marsh grass and yet the fiddler crabs don't die. that's a miracle. look at how the hibiscus can withstand 100 degree temperatures and be back to normal the next morning.

everything is so beautiful. and awe-inspiring. because His hand is on it all.