Wednesday, May 13, 2009

so i woke up this morning to a new post on one of the blogs i follow.  as i'm reading through it, i'm thinking how well-written it is and how much truth is in it.  so good.  until i get to the end.  it used something prophesied over me to develop a point.  

i got frustrated.  not only that, i got angry.  i stomped out into the kitchen and started banging cabinet doors...the whole nine yards.  i don't usually get like this.  i think the last time was probably freshman year sometime.  

so i'm telling my roommate laura why i'm mad and i realize my reasoning is way off.  i was mad because i didn't give permission.  but i posted about it on my own blog, for anyone to see.  and this new post didn't even use my name.  i was mad because i didn't tell the person about it firsthand.  he must have seen it on my blog.  but, going back the the first point, i posted it for anyone to see.  see?  my reasoning skills were not very sharp this morning.  

when i chilled out for a minute and talked to the Lord about it, i realized why i am really mad.  it's because he used my prophesy as an example of something for others to follow and i'm not even walking in it right now.  

talk about conviction.  just thought i'd share.  

(God doesn't want us to feel guilty, but, like any good father, wants to discipline us.  just a side note.)

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